is it my turn yet?

At the risk of sounding like a selfish brat, have you ever had one of those moments where everyone seems to be having something good to them but you and it drives you insane? Im definately having one of those moments.. like im trying to be happy for everyone else because when its their turn for that moment thats how I would want them to act. Its just that for me it doesnt seem like a "moment". Its seems like a lot longer than that. I guess im just wondering when its my turn for something good. Im sure itll come though.

Its summer! hahh..psych!!

Today I went out to Medelmens lake :) I was tanning..or trying to anyway there was a bunch of clouds. Then I tried to go swimming but almost got hypothermia so that was a no-go. I played volleyball for awhile and that was fun until someone kicked the ball out into the lake. Everyone was too wussy to swim out and get it, so I waited for it to drift to the other shore and walked around and got it. Even though, as a whole, going out to the lake was pretty lame, I still totally felt like it was summer. So when I remembered that I have school next week and a portfolio due monday (oiewkjvdioopyji!!!) I kinda wanted to scream. hmm..well im tired. and I still have another blog to write tonight because I got behind againnnn.

early goodbyes :(

I just read Wrights blog...well im going to be honest, I got about down to the second paragraph and put a mental bookmark in it. I promise I'll read the whole thing sometime Wright :) But anyway, his blog puts mine to shame. I wish I had time to make a snazzy blog. When this class is over in a week, is everyone going to keep blogging? Im going to, but itll probably be another one of those things like my myspace. I get on once every 2 or 3 months. I really wanted to stay connected with everyone though. So ya better keep blogging! Especially you seniors.. Since I might not see you again :( I hate being able to say that. But in case everyone becomes complete bums over the summer and no one blogs.. grr.. I want to say I had a really great time with everyone in this class this year! And I will miss you all! Have a good summer :) and this should be my last blog for the school year, but it isnt..

text collage :)

I don't know why the picture is so small :( but it enlarges if you click on it. I picked excited because im super excited for summer! I started to do the random letters in the background, but then I realized how long it would take to fill the whole page so I just filled up the corners. I chose green for the color because it's one of my favorites annnd its a happy color :)

Easter break

This break actually seemed really long. I thought itd go by really fast, but it actually feels like its been a week that we've been out of school. Easter wasn't quite what i expected. I always picture a really pretty sunny day. Rain and cold never really fit into that picture. I thought for sure I was past the easter egg hunt stage in my life, but my cousins insisted I look for eggs with them..idk why I cant ever just say no. I guess i didnt want to make them feel bad. But anyway...it was nice to just lay around for an entire day. happyyy easter.

Save it for ur momma

I cant stand drama any more..
like some situations i can understand why there has to be an issue, but constant drama? its like anytime you get away from it, youre only away from it long enough to find out that u were mistaken and it was really there all along. Some people gossip, spread rumors, and talk crap because their life is too boring not to. seriously? get a life. Im not gonna act like im perfect though. like ive never gossiped or told a rumor-ya right. I just really want to try and stop..people dont understand the kind of effect that has on someone. ugh..girls are sooo catty too. I saw a fight in the forum last wednesday, not a fist fight-dont get too excited. Five girls were sitting around this one poor girl who was being completely attacked. It was like watching vultures peck at a little innocent animal carcass. I felt so bad for her :( I hope im never in that situation..id start bawling for sure. I hope im not ever involved in attacking someone like that either. well thats all i have to say about that :)